The day I turn 30

I woke up this morning to a msgs of well wisher in my facebook. Thanks my frens for remembering my bday :) do i feel differently? nope.. just another fasting day.. remembered a radio sessions where the deejay turned 30 that day. i kind of agree with her. That at this point of my life i'm more confident than i was before. the years has been kind to me.. there are still things that i've yet to achieve but when i looked back there are things that i regret and there are things that i'm proud of.

if u wish for something hard enuff will it come true? or if u wish for something u can't have is it worth to wish for? or just wishful thinking ehehe... i'm thinking tht most of the birthday wishes from my frens they wish that my life is a happy ones, hope that all my wish will come true and wishes that dimurahkan rezeki.. Thank you thank you thank you.... all these are gud wishes for my birthday tp tu lah.. that got me thinking about what are the things i wish for the coming years...

someone asked me what is the one thing that i want now at ths very moment. at this very moment i want a drink ahahaha.. since mcm dahaga plak sbb puasa kan eheheh.. cam tak sesuai jer ckp cam tu at the age of 30 ehehe.. ish ish.. kurang pahala puasa hari ni.. hhmm apa nak mkn today. it's noon and most of the inhabitants in this house is still not alive.. skrng tgh layan melodi.. what a way to spend my bday ehehehe anyway, back to my dreams and wishes.. there is not much that i wish.. just this one wish !!!!

I wish that i'll become a happier person next year. Will work on that.. i realized tht i was so stressed up with my work. gotta learn how to manage that.. to find the happy place in my mind. i promise to always keep myself happy whatever it might takes. i know there are things that's gonna happen that is beyond my control.. i think i'm mentally preparing myself skrg ni aahakss.. mak & ayah wish me many happy returns of the day.. insya allah.. !!!!!

the hardest of them all.. it's not quantifiable & measureable. it's just either there or not there. ACN wud've done a survey to measure happiness ahahaha...

hhmm my sis asked do i feel differently.. i said nope.. nothing whatsoever ahakss.. its just another bday.. the same as the year before.. just a change in the number.. :)....

.... and my day will continue tomorrow :) ....